gremlins

so last night's dream consisted of me making a crazy new cocktail.  it was called a gremlin and i was trying to make it at this party.  the drink consisted of shavings of chocolate in champagne.  that's it.

so when i woke up i was yelling about gremlins and yelling at the lady to look up that drink online to make sure it was real.

lonely sunday

most of the time i cherish my alone time.  it's time for me to relax and decompress and do whatever i want.  today, however, the alone time is making me antsy.  yet i can't seem to call someone or go out.  i hope this passes soon.  i feel like i don't have any close friends anymore.  no one i can call at the spur of the moment who will be available to me.  i miss that.