begin. summer. now.

so i am getting closer to being a normal human being again. i am finished with my semester and i go an A in my class, so i'm excited about that. i have a new house, which rocks. and now all i am doing is working my two jobs. life is pretty good right now. i just need to call all my friends and hang out with them. i miss my friends. i've definitely been in a bit of a hole with school and two jobs and all. but now i feel like since i only have to work two jobs, then life is more manageable. not to mention the fact that i randomly decided to get drunk tonight. rum and coke is nice. i'm gonna move onto champagne soon. anyways, yeah, i'm getting settled into my summer and i'm pretty happy. i'm gonna schedule a massage soon with my friend. it was supposed to be today, but she overbooked, so i need to figure out another night to do it. i think all i'm missing right now is some real vaction time. i need to figure out how to get out of town for a couple of days. then everything will be right. i've even started walking again. i guess moving close to one of your jobs, helps immensely. i forgot that i actually enjoy walking places. everything is as it should be and i'm grateful for how my life is at this point. i'm getting more comfortable with change, i'm not settling for things in my life and i continually struggle to make myself a better person. i'm taking the opportunities given to me and not taking things for granted. i've even managed to read for leisure already. i've finished dry by augusten burroughs. i guess reading that brought back all my revelations and feelings of cleaning up and sobering up. it's good to be reminded of lessons learned in your past. it keeps those lessons strong and also enables you to see your present situation in a different light. i dunno. i guess i keep going through old lessons to make sure that i've learned them also to add to them through new experiences. i guess, all in all, i love my life and where i'm at. i may not know where i am going, but i'm content to keep going. i guess that is all i can really hope for.