quick updates for this week

1. had a weird stomach thing the other day and felt like my insides were trying to crawl out. puked at work. went to doctor. went home.
2. the parkway is closing and apparently everyone i know wants to know the inside scoop. all i know is that they told the public before telling the staff and that is just bad business.
3. i am very excited about going to nyc to play.
4. i am hoping that everyone i love is doing well and taking care of themselves.
5. i am tired of having weird illnesses that completely take me down. is this my punishment for quitting smoking???!?!?
6. i am very glad it is springtime and the sun is shining. it makes the days feel so much better and manageable.
7. i am going to save money to learn how to ride a motorcycle this year. fer reals!

how hot is this?!!?!

so randomly, i found these straight razors online. i want one so bad!

love poo

VIRGO (Aug. 23-Sept. 22): Years ago a Polish scientist toiling in Antarctica was consumed with longing for a woman he'd left behind in his home country. Spilling over with the desire to express his adoration, he gathered a mass of penguin dung and used it to spell out a large "M" on the frigid ground. It was the first letter of his girlfriend's name, Magda. To this day, two species of flowering plants have thrived in that M-shaped area, fed by the fertilizing power of the dung. Your assignment in the coming week, Virgo, is to create something equally enduring and unique for someone you care for deeply.

muddled

my brain is swirling. my emotions are outta wack and i feel like i'm swirling. i am trying to grab ahold of whatever is around me, but i think that all i really need to do is get ahold of myself. i'm trying. it's hard to do battle with yourself to reset your defaults.