heat miser

according to my boss, i am the heat miser. mostly because of my hair. in reality i'm more like the snow miser.....

fucked up ending to year of the rat

so much fucked up shit has happened in the last few weeks and it's pissing me off and making me really anxious.

1. isreal started bombing palestine.
2. isreal started a ground attack on palestine.
3. my friends got robbed.
4. bart police shot an unarmed young man in the back who was face down on the ground.
5. my friends had a fire in their house.
6. my friend's aunt just died.
7. a lesbian was gang raped in richmond
   
8. the protest for the shooting by bart police broke up into riots last night where the police had to use tear gas, shit was set on fire, and businesses were vandalized.
9. watching the real world and seeing someone refer to the transwoman as 'it'.
   

it's just craziness. i just feel really overwhelmed and bit sad about everything. it all kinda hit me really hard. but i do think that this next year, the year of the ox, will be one of steady movement and not so much abrupt chaos. we'll see.

a bit groggy

so after being on vacation for 2 weeks, it's very hard to come back to work. and of course, this year is starting with long work days again. i was at work yesterday for almost 11 hours. and now today, i started my day at 8 am. i am going to try to cut out early today, but i dunno. i have so much work to do. but yeah, 2 weeks off really rocks. i had a great time in lala land. disneyland was really crowded, but fun. we got to go on about 10 rides. i haven't been there in so long, it was kinda weird.

but i think that the next vacation should be someplace tropical. i'm thinking hawaii......but we'll see.