this week kicked my ass....

and i'm ready for it to be over. but really it's not going to be for a few days. gr. of course i can't leave early today, even though i came in an hour and a half early. of course i have to work rocky this weekend. of course i am still not sleeping. of course i'm on edge and feel like i'm going to either punch someone or cry. of course it's october.

still appreciative...just tested

so i am still appreciative of all things on my that i just posted but now i feel like i'm being tested on them. i feel a little down right now and i don't know why. i feel like i'm coming apart yet again. i started the day off crying and i can't figure out why. it may be lack of sleep, but i can't seem to stop crying today. nothing is happening to make me cry, but it seems like everything is setting me off. i miss my friends. i miss having down time. i just need to get through the next few days and i think everything will change. maybe i've been working too much. actually, i know that i have been working too much. tonight i'm going to take a bath and chill out.

no one

by alicia keys

I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I dont worry cause
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything's gonna be alright

No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
You you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain

You and me together
Through the days and nights
[ No One lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
I dont worry cause
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything's gonna be alright

No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
You you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try
Try to divide
Something so real
So till the end of time
Im telling you that

No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
oh oh oh....