Sunday, April 11, 2010

empty

i am feeling a bit empty.  like i'm running on fumes and i don't know how much longer i can do it.  it's 5 months till i turn 35 and i feel like i've been running on empty for the the past 15 years.  i keep seeming to hit this wall and i don't know how to get around it.  did i build this wall?  how can i dismantle it?

i feel like i work so hard and i have nothing to show for it.  i don't see any friends.  i don't have a strong attachment to my family.  what do i have?