unraveled

i have become completely unraveled and i don't know what to do about it. i guess i'll just have to wait and see how undone i will become. being vulnerable is scary as shit.

fantastical gay-ness courtesy of popbitch

ego-maniac

so recently i've had several big ego moments. historically i don't give myself a lot of compliments, but the other day i totally did. i was shopping with a friend and while she was trying on clothes in the dressing room, i stood in front of the full length mirror and admired myself. i don't really have a mirror at my house, so i haven't seen myself in a while. anyways, while checkin' myself out, i just kept sayin' "dang, i look good.....these pants look really good on me....my arms are all muscle-y...etc." my friend and probably a lot of store heard me saying this and so she just laughed and laughed at me. it was great! i hardly ever have those moments, but this time i just fully enjoyed it. it was awesome.