alone

today is a day for me to be alone. all signs point to time alone. i guess i should just listen to the universe.

secrets

so i really enjoy looking at postsecret every week. it fills me with immense satisfaction. i wait all week for it. it's like a drug and i need my fix. this week the secrets are delayed until wednesday. i'm so impatient. i keep thinking that i will send in a secret, but i don't know what i would say. i guess i like reading them because i wonder if any are from my friends. i read one the other week that made me think of an old friend. i wonder how she's doing. i guess my biggest secret right now isn't such a big secret.....i want to come out to my parents as trans, but i'm afraid they will hate me and disown me.