cleanse

so the person at work who has just by her shear existence irritated me to my core is gone. the shift in the air at work is palpable. people can breathe and move. i also found out some stupid ass shit that was said about me. i know it's not my issue and it's projection, but that doesn't mean that it doesn't hurt. to have someone say that i'm not 'convincing' as a man because i don't 'feel' like a man is fucking bullshit. fuck. it's not as though i don't have enough of my own issues around transitioning....sometimes i really hate people.