lonely sunday

most of the time i cherish my alone time.  it's time for me to relax and decompress and do whatever i want.  today, however, the alone time is making me antsy.  yet i can't seem to call someone or go out.  i hope this passes soon.  i feel like i don't have any close friends anymore.  no one i can call at the spur of the moment who will be available to me.  i miss that.