it's been a while....

since i've had alone time. i forget that being around people all the time is draining. which is probably why i've been such cranky pants recently. i'll be fine one minute, then super mad and freakin' out the next. i just need silence and space right now. no wonder every request made of me recently feels so enormous. yeah.....still learning to take time for myself. it's a long, slow process, but i'm doing it. for the next few hours, i get to hang out alone in my house. it's gonna be so nice!

we must remember

something i have been thinking in the past couple of days again. please don't forget.

against all odds

as done by the postal service

How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here

Taking every breath with you
You're the only one who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me
When all Ican do is watch you leave?
'cause we shared the laughter and the pain
And evenn shared the tears
You're the only one who really new me at all

So take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
There's nothing left here to remind me
just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
there's just an empty space
you coming back to me is against the odds
and that's what i've gotta face

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
There's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face

Take a look at me now
There's just an empty space
And to wait for you is all I can do
And that's what I've got to face

Take a look at me now
I'm just standing here
And you coming back to me
Is against the odds
And that's a chance I've got to face

So take a look at me now
Take a look at me now
Take a look at me now
Take a look at me now
Take a look at me now
Take a look at me now
Take a look at me now
Take a look at me now

apparently been feeling a little emo and this song always gets to me.....