i don't know what i'm doing

with my life. i have no idea what i love doing. i know some things that i like doing. argh.

not so pure

so i don't really think the month of purity is an accurate description. it's been more of a month of consciousness. i've just been more conscious of what i've been eating and how much and also how much i have been smoking and drinking. i guess it's a re-learning of moderation. it's been good. i feel better and that's what's important.