letting things go

so i gave notice a few weeks ago at the job that i hate and i had some anxiety because i didn't have a job lined up. i have never put in notice or quit a job without having something else lined up. but this year has been all about putting myself into awkward and uncomfortable situations. anyways, i knew that i would find a job. i always do. everything always works out. so i applied to work at a saddle company that is based in east oakland. totally random. i interviewed and was waiting to hear back. in the mean time, i had two people contact me about work. two non-freelance jobs. it was kinda amazing to see that i am in demand. that people want to hire me sight unseen. anyways, before all that i had made a list of the things i want in a job at this point in my life. i was pretty specific and i got it! it's amazing to me how my thoughts manifest in real life. anyways, i've been listening to this on repeat and it's just adding to my good mood today.....

intuitive gestalt

so in doing some work today, i got a little frustrated because some paperwork i got was in some crazy order and the staples are in the wrong place. i talked with rose and basically she pointed out that i was an intuitive thinker and was kinda gestalt in that way. i never really thought about it in those terms, but in talking to rose, it was kinda awesome to see that. she was able to see what i always thought of as my ocd-ness as an intuitive way of thinking. i dunno. i'm in a really good mood today. i got the saddle job. i don't have to worry about struggling financially next month. i get to go on a mini-vacation in 2 weeks and now i'm thinking about vegas in february to meet up with a friend. life is fantastic and wonderful....

behavior dictated by hair

so a little observation i have made about myself is that the way my hair is styled has 'dictated' my behavior for the day. i.e. when i have 'good boi hair', i am on really good behavior and mind my manners all day. when i have spiky hair, then i'm a 'bad boi'. interesting......