motivation

so i am feeling motivated to do for me these days. i am on the way to finding a doctor to start hormone therapy. i am getting presents for myself. i am working on getting back to eating better. taking care of my physical health, mental health, and spiritual health. it feels good. i feel excited and nervous about starting hormones. and i'm trying really hard to not get too excited and worked up about it, but it's hard. i am going to call tomorrow and see what i need to do.

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unsettled

so apparently i want to bitch and moan again. i really don't like my job. i want to buy electronics. i want to travel. i have no money.

ok.....so to be a little more productive, i will make a list of things that i need for life.

1. i will have a job that i enjoy
2. i will have a job that allows me the freedom to create
3. i will have time to create art
4. i will be healthier in my eating and will exercise
5. i will spend more time with my friends
6. i will have enough money to live and to enjoy life
7. i will be able to travel frequently
8. i will start hormones
9. i will have surgery