it's weird in there

the next few dreams i've had are weird too. the gross one is that i went out to eat with a friend and she ordered something that had like this cake-y thing on top but underneath it was a dead little puppy. the puppy was a weird blue color. it was really gross. the image has been burned into my mind for the last few days and i can't seem to get rid of it.

last night's dream a was a lot less intense. i was flying around with a box around my feet and i was trying to get back to this kitchen so i could make lemon bars. also, i kept flying around a college campus trying to get to this little shop to make my lemon bars.

i dunno what's going on in my little head recently. it's weird in there.

demolition?

VIRGO (Aug. 23-Sept. 22): Could you get access to a crane with a wrecking ball? How about a chainsaw or sledgehammer? Metaphorically speaking, you may need some heavy equipment to do all the demolition work that's necessary right now. Among the structures that could be due for destruction: a mental block you've been preserving out of perverse nostalgia; a prison cell you lock yourself inside on your off days; a half-built bridge you're no longer interested in or capable of completing; a pedestal on which your fallen idol used to stand; and a door you nailed shut in order to seal yourself off from a person with whom you still have unfinished business.

hopefully i have the strength to smash!

weird dreams

i had a dream last night that i was going to find this guy who lived in a basement. the basement was in a movie theater and he apparently was covered in mold. i don't know why i was looking for him, but i was. i woke up from this dream confused and went back to sleep. next i dreamed i was in new york city with my friend shoshanna. we were discussing exercising in new york and how you have to go to a gym to do it. all the while, i'm holding a very tiny baby in my arms and we are in line at mcdonald's trying to get some food. but for some reason the line at mcdonald's was in the kitchen. i woke up from this dream also very confused.

needless to say, i think i need some real rest.