month of purity

so i have decided to go on a minor cleanse. i am not going to be drinking for the next month and i am cutting back my smoking to 5 cigarettes a day. the drinking isn't too much of a problem, but of course since i can't have it, i really want to drink a beer. and the cigarette thing is ok. i just have to be strategic about smoking my 5 a day. eventually, i do want to quit entirely, but cutting back to 5 a day is a good start. i have also cut out fast food again. it's not like i was eating it every day, but i think that it was getting a little bit out of control. of course since i can't have these things, that's all i want. but it's only day 2, so of course it's a bit hard. but it's good and i can totally do this.