somewhere along the way i have lost some of my dreams. i used to have such crazy ideas and i would act on them and that lead to fantastic adventures and mishaps. these days, i don't have those ideas anymore. i don't do crazy stuff. i am not so carefree and fancy free. i miss the old me. i do like aspects of the new me, but i feel like i am missing some part of me. i need to find that piece of me to feel whole.