taking unicorn to a whole other level....

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give and RECEIVE

VIRGO (Aug. 23-Sept. 22): You're entering a phase of your long-term cycle when cultivating abundance is an especially smart thing to do. To take maximum advantage, I suggest that you be both extra generous and extra receptive to generosity. Bestow more blessings than usual and put yourself in prime positions to gather in more blessings than usual. I realize that the second half of this assignment might be a challenge. You Virgos often feel more comfortable giving than receiving. But in this case, I must
insist that you attend to both equally. The giving part won't work quite right unless the receiving part is in full bloom.

my biggest fear....

is not being seen. i am very insecure about being invisible. so i overachieve, but in ways that are really behind the scenes. it's very passive aggressive, but also very asian. growing up in a family of unspoken and understood guilt is a hard cycle to break out of. fuck. i'm almost 35 and still worry about what my parents think. lame. you would think by now i would have outgrown that seeing as how i had a drug history that my parents now know about. being queer. fuck. now all i need to do is come out as trans. i hate how my fear of being invisible taints all my interactions. take tonight for instance, this white gay boy came up to me and was talking to me about christina aguilera, and was probably hitting on me (in front of my girlfriend) and all i could think about was that he didn't see me. i could have been any gay boy. it didn't matter. i want to matter. i want to be seen. wtf. hopefully i will resolve this soon....