i am working on changing my state of mind. it's time to be more centered. i have gotten carried awaywith extraneous stresses and situations. i need to take care of myself. i am making a promise to myself to take care of myself. because when i don't my mind wanders to the all too familiar place. it's a dangerous place. and i need to keep myself in check.
i am working towards a new life. a life full of things that i need. i need a new work situation. one that allows me to flourish. one that allows me the space and time i need to create art and video and to learn new things. i need happiness and joy in my heart. i need a place where i belong. i need quality time with meagan. i need to feel freedom in my every waking moment.