apparently....

i'm not just full of shit. i'm full of lots of shit.

remembering our fallen brothers and sisters

today is the transgender day of remembrance. a day to mourn. a day to reflect. a day to fight. i am a little overwhelmed by the feeling of today. i guess that's why i saw two crows sitting on the wires outside my work. we can never forget. thanks googleblog for your bit on it too.

i dunno. i need some community today.

random thought

i want to be able to stand to pee.

head case

so i have been stuck in my head for the past week and it's time for it to stop. i need to go out and interact with the world again. but there is such a strong draw to stay in my house and in my head. i will just have to push through this. gr.

i-whore

i really, really want a stupid iphone. i used to hate all the people with them. but now i want one. bad. fuck.

lazy ho

so all day yesterday, i laid around naked in my house watching tv. it was so nice. i had thoughts of doing fancy things like leaving the house and being social, but the couch was calling me and had a firm grip on me, so i couldn't leave. the most i could do was text my friend in nyc. it was such a lovely day.