motivation

so i am feeling motivated to do for me these days. i am on the way to finding a doctor to start hormone therapy. i am getting presents for myself. i am working on getting back to eating better. taking care of my physical health, mental health, and spiritual health. it feels good. i feel excited and nervous about starting hormones. and i'm trying really hard to not get too excited and worked up about it, but it's hard. i am going to call tomorrow and see what i need to do.