fucked up ending to year of the rat

so much fucked up shit has happened in the last few weeks and it's pissing me off and making me really anxious.

1. isreal started bombing palestine.
2. isreal started a ground attack on palestine.
3. my friends got robbed.
4. bart police shot an unarmed young man in the back who was face down on the ground.
5. my friends had a fire in their house.
6. my friend's aunt just died.
7. a lesbian was gang raped in richmond
   
8. the protest for the shooting by bart police broke up into riots last night where the police had to use tear gas, shit was set on fire, and businesses were vandalized.
9. watching the real world and seeing someone refer to the transwoman as 'it'.
   

it's just craziness. i just feel really overwhelmed and bit sad about everything. it all kinda hit me really hard. but i do think that this next year, the year of the ox, will be one of steady movement and not so much abrupt chaos. we'll see.