limbo

i feel like i'm waiting for something to happen, but i have no idea what it is. it's weird. maybe i need to go out and make something happen. i dunno. it's unsettling. this feeling of being in the middle of something yet totally external at the same time. maybe it's all the coffee that i've had today. maybe it's because i've worked like 50 hours this week. i guess i really just need to have a real break from life and work and such. we'll see if disneyland helps....