everyone wants me

that is such an arrogant title, but it's kinda true. right now, at least in terms of work, everyone wants me. which feels really nice, but is also kinda stressful. i don't know what i want, so all the options sound really good to me. i know that i would like to not be so exhausted all the time and getting more than 3-4 hours of sleep a night would also be nice. working one job that will pay all of my bills and not have me living check to check would be nice too. some time off would be good too. i don't know if i wanna delve back into the non-profit world again, but i do have a very strong offer right now. i dunno. decisions, decisions.