#200

so this is my 200th post and i just have to say that i love my life. i know i've been crazy and stressed out in the last month or so, but under it all, i have maintained a center. i know that the craziness will pass. i know that i will get through all my stress and stuff. it's like i'm this weird calm center in a maelstrom. it's a good place to be. i am finally re-focusing on school. my money issues have been handled. i am working less. i am seeing my friends again, slowly but surely. i have a great girl. i have a great idea that i am going to make a reality. and my friend down in lala land has an art project idea that i get to hear about this weekend. i love it. love love love it!