empty

i am feeling a bit empty.  like i'm running on fumes and i don't know how much longer i can do it.  it's 5 months till i turn 35 and i feel like i've been running on empty for the the past 15 years.  i keep seeming to hit this wall and i don't know how to get around it.  did i build this wall?  how can i dismantle it?

i feel like i work so hard and i have nothing to show for it.  i don't see any friends.  i don't have a strong attachment to my family.  what do i have?

un-motivated

so i am getting that feeling again.  don't want to do anything.  can't seem to do or say anything right.  i know it will pass and i try to be in the moment, but these moments of extreme discomfort leave me struggling.  i guess that is life.

secrets

i like when i look at postsecret and i am one of the fans listed at that bottom.

tiny art director

so i used to read this blog tiny art director, it's a really cool and cute blog about a guy who draws ideas from his daughter and then she critiques them.  it's hilarious and cute and totally random.  i guess now he has a book out.  fantastic!

tampon chandelier

so i found this a little while ago, but forgot to share.....

 and here is a close-up.

ridiculous! and i love it!

in order to live a full life...

remember to be open

Whatever you do, make sure to infuse it with passion, Cindy. You may have the tendency to over-analyze everything, when in reality, what you need to do is follow your intuition. You know deep down in your heart which way you should proceed, and how you should treat the people around you. Don't try to force the situation or try to manipulate it into something that it is not. This is a wonderful day for you in which you have the opportunity to share a greater part of yourself with others. Be open to receiving the love and understanding that you deserve.

geek overload!

i love shit like this!