this just makes me want to move to nyc even more

The Sandpit from Sam O'Hare on Vimeo.

bored

tired of the world; blase: uninterested because of frequent exposure or indulgence

i am so bored. i don't know what to do. i feel uninspired and unmotivated. meh.

a brief history of pretty much everything....

100 cupcakes

omigod. i found this via boing boing and it came via will wheaton.......100 cupcakes that depict different board games and video games..click the picture to go there....A.M.A.Z.I.N.G.!!!!

push/pull

feeling a little bit caught.
caught between the past and the present.
caught between the frames of my mind.
caught between responsibility and slackdom.
caught between being present and daydreaming.
caught between myself and my stories.
caught between freedom and martyrdom.

if the push and the pull are evenly matched how do you move? immobilized by the push/pull. is it that eventually one side overwhelms the other or is it that one side just underwhelms the other?

new year's eve

another year has gone by. it seems like we just barely started 2009 and now it's over. i can barely remember what happened.

for 2010, the things i want are:
less stress
more vacations with at least one out of the country
financial stability, meaning paying off debt significantly
more time alone
spend more time reading for leisure
being more social
planning/researching/implementing moving to nyc
love and understanding from and for my friends and family
be healthier
live a more balanced life
reclaim my individuality and strength and center
strengthen my love relationship
more self love
learn to move with change and not fight it

here's to 2010. may we all have some peace and understanding.

vacation = sick

i am now officially on vacation and of course, i am spending the it sick. i have been in the house since yesterday. i have been alternating between sleeping and eating. i hate being sick and being couped up in the house. i have the freedom this week to do whatever i want and now i'm sick. blech.