changing patterns

so i've been trying to not repeat old patterns. at least to not repeat patterns that i am conscious of. but i think in my process of doing so, i have not been very clear and a mean about it. so from now on i am going to try to keep my own stuff to myself and say what i mean.

ok....so this is a vague post, but apparently i'm in a bit of murky waters right now. i'll clarify, when i get clarity.

bad day?

vegas, baby!

what happens in vegas, stays in vegas or is blasted all over the interweb.....

upswing

so, now that my face doesn't hurt anymore, i've had an upswing in my mood and have become remotivated/reminded of all these projects that i have started/wanted to do. i am reinspired to work on some creative projects that have been put on hold. i remembered some old goals and will be working on them.

1. work on my website
2. shoot/edit/complete my short movie
3. learn to ride a motorcycle and get my license
4. travel several times a year
5. take some time to myself

yep. back on the horse again.

gates vs. jobs

boring

so i'm really boring right now. all i wanted to say was that my tooth still fuckin' hurts and i've been taking loads of ibuprofen all day today. and now the side of my face is starting to swell and bruise. that is all that is happening in the world of connor. boring.......

no dental insurance

so all i have to say is that i have a freakin' toothache and the right side of my face has this dull throbbing pain....