centered transition

so a lot of stuff has gone down in the past week or so....a lot of heavy stuff: jobs, school, girls, apologies, paranoia....

but through it all, i feel pretty centered. not to say that i haven't had moments of feeling angry or sad or alone or happy or crazy or neurotic. it's just that those moments are just that: moments. i feel like i've weathered through them centered and whole. these moments haven't totally destroyed me, like they would have in the past. i guess i have grown in the past few months and i feel stronger because of it. i know more of who i am and what i can handle. i still have my freak-outs, but i know that they are part of my process, so i don't get caught up in them. i do kinda wish that this year would be over though. i've had my ass kinda kicked by this year and i'm hoping next year will have less ass-kicking.

anyways, on a side note, i'm glad that postsecret has new secrets up this week. i was disappointed last week when they just had a movie.