ass kicking

so this week has really kicked my ass. i can't sleep at night, but can't stay awake during the day. i feel like i've been on drugs all week and it's not the kind that i like. anyways, i'm glad that this week is coming to a close and i can escape for a weekend adventure in la-la land. i have no idea where i'm gonna stay and i have no idea what i'm gonna do, but hey...i'm going. that's what's important. i want to sleep on the beach one night. and hopefully i can meet up with some friends. we'll see. i think it may be a lot of time spent alone on the beach. it'll be good for me though. since this summer is gonna be really intense, i'm gonna have to play just as intensely to balance it out. yay for summer. i just wish it could be a summer like when i was a kid. no responsibilities, no work....just playing and hanging out without a care in the world. one can dream. but i'm gonna make it my reality.