so i consciously realized at work that i have a lot of hostility right now. it's kind of undirected hostility. i don't know what i'm feeling hostile about. it could be any number of things....the fact that i had to turn down a job because of time constraints, the fact that i'm committed to job that isn't really worth the amount of energy that i'm putting into it, the fact that i'm working so much and don't have time for myself, not sleeping.....
but i know that right now i need a way to dispel this hostility. i think i need to start going on walks again or at least doing something physical, so i can get rid of some of this excess energy. we'll see....
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