Sunday, October 17, 2010

same old same old

it seems like all i write about on this blog is how i am need to change something.  how i feel trapped.  with moments of lucidity where i am in the moment.  maybe i haven't changed as much as i think.  my mind is my greatest asset as well as my greatest torment.

1 comment:

Dozey said...

i totally understand the feeling. my mind also feels like my greatest asset and my greatest source of torment. the funny thing is, most of the things i feel tormented about are things that i can change, or at least attempt to change. and, for the things that i cannot change, i can adjust my attitude about those things. i have this inspirational rock (i know, i know) and it says: "although i cannot change the direction of the wind, i can adjust the sails." hence, when i am feeling tormented, it's usually because i am doing nothing about or towards something that needs to be done.

i am a big believer in micro-movements. i feel the best when i take very tiny steps in the direction of a goal, rather than take no steps at all. i also believe in writing notes to visualize the things that i would like to materialize. kind of like positive affirmations. so, yes. that's my two headed penny.