yep. maxed. out.

so i feel like i'm on the verge of having a meltdown. i have made too many commitments and have no time for myself. and when i do get a moment to myself, my mind is racing and it's not really relaxing. or rather i have this nagging feeling that i should be doing something and i have no idea what it is. anyways, suffice it to say, i've been stuck in my head and i can't get out. i have also been having some crazy ass dreams, so my sleep isn't even restful. i wake up more tired than when i went to bed. maybe it's time to get serious and get to exercising. i need some endorphins. it's either that or start smokin' dope again. and we all know how that goes.......