caffeine addiction

i really am addicted to the stuff. i didn't have any this morning and i was such a bitch. i guess it just goes along with the fact that i just really like uppers. it's why i liked speed so much. i just hate feeling tired. my brain is so much more clear with caffeine. i can think. i can react. i can function. not to say that i can't function without it. i have gone through many periods of not drinking caffeine. i guess i'm just in a caffeine period again. which reminds me. i really want a french press so i can start making coffee at home. i don't know what the point of this posting is other than being a confession of my addiction to caffeine.