still appreciative...just tested

so i am still appreciative of all things on my that i just posted but now i feel like i'm being tested on them. i feel a little down right now and i don't know why. i feel like i'm coming apart yet again. i started the day off crying and i can't figure out why. it may be lack of sleep, but i can't seem to stop crying today. nothing is happening to make me cry, but it seems like everything is setting me off. i miss my friends. i miss having down time. i just need to get through the next few days and i think everything will change. maybe i've been working too much. actually, i know that i have been working too much. tonight i'm going to take a bath and chill out.